Church

I almost did not go to church cause I was so tired from the sleepover last night. We did not actually sleep. It was just a party code. We played cards, board games and we took in the experience of condo living. It was all our first time to stay in a luxurious condo. It was glamorous. I had fun until I needed to sleep and there were no comfortable beds. We slept at 3 and woke up at 7. We went to eat breakfast and went to a couple of errands. It was past noon when I reached home. I ate lunch and planned to sleep for one hour because I had to go to church. My alarm woke me up it was 30 minutes away til church time. I only had to walk 5 mins to go to church so I said 10 more minutes of sleep and then I can dress up and go. But I debated real hard as to whether I should go or not. I wanted not to go anymore. I made up my mind but as soon as I think of Jesus and all the things he had done for me, I had to give him this 1 hour cause He more than deserved it. I went up and went and felt his presence all throughout the mass.

Thoughts that went through my mind when I was debating if I should go:

I need to go cause I am praying for these things. I need to be in Jesus' good side so He can grant my prayers. 
What is one hour for Jesus? If I can give time for movies, I certainly should make time for Jesus. It is only and hour. He does not ask that much. 
Does Jennifer Lawrence go to church? Do successful people go to church all the time?
I will just pray and tell Jesus this won't happen again. I know He will forgive me because He knows how tired I am.
Do I have to go to church to become successful? Do I need to do this so Jesus can bless me more?
I have to admire my dad, he never misses church. Speaking of which, he will get furious if I don't go. 
Maybe I can be like some other rich people with no religion but believe in Jesus. I can just say I pray to God but I don't necessarily go to church. 
Well, I am awake now so better go and have Jesus' blessing. 
Oh shoot, some other lady at work ask me if I was going to church this weekend and I said yes. I should really go now. 

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