Talking about you

To keep the memories of someone, talking about them helps.

Maybe that is why I talk about you all the time. I try to preserve our memories as much as I could, clinging on to what used to be while looking forward to what will be in our future. Sometimes to be honest, I am not sure if the feeling is going away because we are apart or because my interest is somewhere else. Maybe I could blame myself or I should really blame myself but for what? I can blame the distance and I can sure hell blame our busy schedule and conflicting time but what does it matter? We will swear on forever soon and as much as I want to be with you right now as of this moment. I can say that I am more excited on passing my road test than our supposed lifetime forever. I am just not caught up in the moment right now.

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